It was all but existent yet the harmony of being one with memories was all over his soul; was clearly visible in his thoughts.
There was the sense of loss that could never be compensated.
There was the absence of the person in him that still haunted.
There was the presence of the void in him that still talked to him.
There was this channel of conversation that still flowed through.
There was this sense of being incomplete that still left its imprint.
There was this hollowness that still sought answers, again and again.
There was now this feeling of being at one with the presence of memories.
There was now this satisfaction that rendered the questioning not so desperate.
There was now the presence of his ‘Self’ within his ‘Soul’ once more to guide him.
There was now the channel of communication with Absence in the moments of longing.
There was now this sense of being on the journey to become what he needed to be.
There was now this completeness in his thoughts that it used to be when he had begun.
It is non-existent, still he feels it moving inside him, day after day, taken over by ‘their’ thoughts, sustained by the moments that were so few to count yet so deep to scale, driven by an identity that could find its ‘Self’ back.
©/IPR: Santosh Chaubey – https://santoshchaubey.wordpress.com/